Currently Face Down By Red Jumpsuit Apparatus see related

i really miss the days when everyone used to use xanga and when i used to blog about my life almost every single day. I look back on all my old blogs from 2006 - 2007, and it reminds of how easy life used to be, go to school, sorta work and social life. Even Love wasn't that hard.

Now everyone has thousands of things on their plate and they can barely sit down without a hundred different thought buzzing around in their head tellling them what they have to do next. I hear a lot of excuses these days. Such as: "i've been to busy working" or "i lost everyone's numbers" or "i've just been too busy studying." I sometimes hear all three by one person!

Sometimes i wish i could turn back time and be young again. In a physical way and in the mindset. Thinds were easier, but life goes on. And we need to deal and confront situations instead of running away liek we used to.

Anways i'm ranting on about nothing in particular, just because i want to. =D

I will be back later....

 I'm happy just having what i have at the moment , i don't want it to be complicated...

Currently Quiet Place By In Flames see related

  Looks like i HAVE to get a car now! since i crashed my old one =_+"

But i have to pay off a fine and save up for a conference in Brisbane. Hopefully everything works out.

No other news to report. But i do think i fancy a girl! She's smart, eccentric, honest, opinionated and beautiful....what should i do?

Im gonna upload pics for you to check out. tell me what you think. =P

Currently Right Now (Na Na Na) By Akon see related

looks like a love drama

It's funny how you can fall so easily and not see it, until someone else tells you. I guess that is what happens with a lot of things in life. My point is, sometimes feelings are hard to decribe and confess. And it can eat you up inside. It's better to admit the truth and stop hurting yourself by keeping it all in.

Anyways, i was wondering if hurting another person was a way of showing love? Not as in physical abuse, but as in calling each other names and getting on each others nerves? Apparently we do it because we care and we're thinking of that person. I have no idea though, i was just wondering...

Lately I've been thinking of a certain situation. Where a girl meets a guy and starts liking him, however both the girl and guy had just recently came out of relationships, so they're not really looking for a relationship. The guy still loves his ex, but cannot be reunited with her because of distance issues and the girl still loves her ex even though he had abused her throughout their relationship. This is when they both start hanging out with each other and start enjoying each others company. However due to his feelings for his ex, she cannot express these feelings for the guy and feels trapped.

What do you suggest the girl do? Stay friends with the guy knowing that her feelings are there but she cannot tell him? Or leave him be before she breaks her own heart?

i can't believe its 2009 already....

OMG! where did the time go?? It just seemed like yesterday when i was living at my old house and my parents still lived here!

I've just turned 20. So what does that mean? i'm no longer a teenager, however i'm not yet a full adult. Not a girl not yet a woman as the saying goes.

I've decided to TRY and at least achieve one of my new years resolutions. So far i've come up with.

- Lose at least 5 to 7 kilos!

- Use my gym membership

- Take up a sport

- Stay in school and don't wag (also complete homework and assignments/don't fall asleep in lectures)

- Give up one type of junk food and drink water

- save up money to buy a car

- get a different job

that's so far.....

Currently Listening Feedback By Janet Jackson see related

Update since last april...

Well, since last april, i have:

moved houses and rented for the past 2 months.

got a second job at southland working at betts kids shoe store (part-time)

still going through guy issues

been there for my girlfriends and my "wifey" during hard times..(lot can happen in 4 months)

been to hell and back because of my little sister and her mischevious ways

officially independent young adult fending for myself

something along the lines of what i've named above..

nothing else that interesting has happened, i've been missing out on school (i really miss school) and i know i should do catch up work, but i dont even know where to begin, i've only been to school in 2 out of the past 6 weeks so far.

i feel a huge weight on my shoulders ever since my parents sold my old place and left. They're silly enough to still carry around 2 mobiles each, (means i have to pay for their $50approx each mob bills), not to mention gas, electricity, water, petrol, food! O_O" the list goes on!!

i hope i get better, i've been feeling so tired lately. and atm my head is pounding! im so tired of people bragging about their lives, they should be grateful that they can live with their parents and not pay any bills and get to go shopping each week and not give a shit about ANYTHING but gossiping about their friends, frenemys, boyfriends.etc

OH WELLS! at least im still hanging on! i love everyone who loves me! (not including two faced fake bitches that act nice in front of you but bitch behind your back) =D

anyways, im off to bed now, i got soo much on my mind, i think i'll just bitch about it to my wifey!! =D Love you!! xoxox

Linh